6:15 PM
why is this happening?

1st was christmas then was new year..i was sick on both the holidays. WHY MUST THIS BE HAPPENING!! ARRGGHH... First came the headache that i hate..black spots i see everywhere and my head spins like a disco ball..then fever..and im still having fever now.. =(

yesterday [new year's day] went to work in the morning 5mins before i punch out the black spots came AGAIN! The last customer i served was the worst..everything felt like hell. I couldn't like "feel" my hands they were like black couldn't really see and feel them after finish serving.. i quickly took my burger which i decided to eat and rushed back home. When i reached home i couldn't take it i washed-up and "bam" fell on my bed. I couldn't get to slp the pain was too hurtful. I went down to find some panadol. BUT unfortunately there was NONE! I climbed back up slowly 16 steps seemed like 30 steps..i just lay there den went to vomit for few times. I slept from 1plus to 5plus..was hoping to be fine after the slp so i can go watch the fireworks with mike. Sadly, my head still hurts and the fever is burning me.

I continued to slp and lay on my bed. Didn't really eat dinner only ate a few strains of noodles and few bites of chesse hotdog and went back to sleep at 9plus. I literally passed the new year surffering in bed. And worst is my last wish for year 2006 was not acomplised wana know what it is to spend the last few minutes of 2006 with my dear and watchin the fireworks beside him like we did every year but sign..that's my life.. What luck...Sigh.. Just hope next year will be better.

Happy New Year! PEACE!

there's always that one person
that will always have your heart
you never see it coming
cause you're blinded from the start
know that you're that one for me
it's clear for everyone to see

do you remember girl
i was the one who gave you your first kiss
cause i remember girl
i was the one who said put your lips like this
even before all the fame and
people screaming your name
girl i was there when you were my baby
yes i remember boy
cause after we kissed
i could only think about your lips
yes i remember boy
the moment i knew you were the one
i could spend my life with
even before all the fame
and people screaming your name
i was there and you were my baby

it started when we were younger
you were mine my boo
now another brother's taken over
but its still in your eyes my boo
even though we used to argue it's alright
i know we haven't seen each other
in awhile but you will always be my boo
i was in love with you when we were younger
you were mine my boo
and i see it from time to time
i still feel like my boo
and i can see it no matter
how i try to hide my boo
even though there's another man who's in my life
you will always be my boo

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