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8:35 PM

keeping my mind off you
ipod before sleep
tv, o2jam , sch , nap during the day
missing you..

8:22 PM

MY NEW EMAIL IS : geva_cuchi@hotmail.com
ADD ME TO YOUR MSN! the space between the 2 names is a underscore "_" add me! thanks!

2:34 PM
Note..

i cannot log in my msn and hotmail. they say hotmail don't exist or password is wrong..i don't know what's wrong i tried to reset password but the secret answer is wrong zzzzzz.. i'll be making a new one soon.. i'll update again. bye

1:08 PM
dot dot dot

Cuchi's back!! =D every night have to feed him medician which means percentage of gettin scratched is more haha..everytime he purposely close his mouth tightely last nite he even pretended to sleep lol..so cute. haha.. he's much better already ^^

yesterday had a test and it sucks! I didn't even know there was a test. didn't know how to do most of the question at last anyhow write.. i think there will be a re-test hope i will do better.

i feel that time pass very very fast..few more days and its Febuary already.. what have i done for the past mth? i don't know..all i know is that time pass super fast.. exams also coming already >.<

9:13 PM
=(

today i send catcuchi my pet cat to the animal hospital..he's very sick and he was admitted don't know for how many days yet..haiz.. starting to miss him T_T i really hope he gets better soon..haiz..

2:54 PM
life's like that..

its been a long time since i switched on my computer. because i was sick AGAIn zzz.. now i had fever.. i guess its cuz of the lack of vegetables,fruits and water. i don't like to eat veggie or fruits or drink water duno y..Lately didn't have much of appetite. was away frm sch for 2 days haha get to rest and slack.

anyway last sunday went to vivo with mike he brought me to the pet shop and i saw a bulldog lol the face so cute look like fake and i also saw a white husky dog its eyes were so blue..omg so nice! i really wish i could have 1 husky but too bad i can't touch or rare dog..but who cares dogs are so cute can't resist to touch them. =x haha.. after that went to catch a movie; Fast Food Nation rated M18. Was my first M18 movie haha.. it was soo gross..they show how the fast food restrauants get their patty from and they say that there are cow shit in the patty (wonder if that is true).. and they show how they skin the cow, cut, literally show all of it the blood flowing out and the workers pulling out the intensteins from the stomach..omg..so gross..its was also very sad..i felt like crying when i saw the cow being killed..tot of stop eating cow after the movie but..it was hard to be a vegetarian haa.. i had a fun day with my dear mike =)

i think i need to get a new job with a much better pay really really soon..i just registered for driving license now its on hold cuz i dont have enough cash. haiz.. when i have a new job and have more money i guess i'll get a laptop too..tis com is so damn lousy..now it has this virus that won't go away >.<
got job please intro me! thx!

I miss you dear and Happy 2yr 7mths anniversary muackz!

PEACE!

8:40 PM
had fun =)

today went to bass lesson but yesterday was different was the first time we jam together as a band. was so fun haha.. i was late though.. =x anyway jammed with jun wei , xing and darren. had alot of fun and i learned the other new song that we gona play. when i tried playin on the classical guitar at home i realised that the guitar is out of tuned nw i duno how to pratice already.. zz.. maybe dont' listen to the sound n pratice the fingerings sianzz. Bass guitar is not so bad after all its FUN! After jamming went out with mike. We went to Great World City to catch a movie. We watched Pan's Labyrinth it was a spanish movie the movie was in spanish was a different experice, the movie was very gross! there was one part when i really felt my legs going jelly first time i expericed this in a movie haha.. anyway go catch it to find out. gtg. PEACE! bb!

9:28 AM
phone call..

GRATZ to my dear cuz he found a new job yesterday. Work hard k don't slack already you lazy bum! haha.. LOVE YA!

yesterday i went to my music school to apply for teaching career in piano. they say they will call and inform me if i were selected to go down for interview. i really hope i will receive the phone call. this means alot to me.. now im just waiting and waiting.. hope i'm allowed to teach so i can quit that stupid macdonald which is wasting my time.. >.<

phone pls ring............

6:15 PM
why is this happening?

1st was christmas then was new year..i was sick on both the holidays. WHY MUST THIS BE HAPPENING!! ARRGGHH... First came the headache that i hate..black spots i see everywhere and my head spins like a disco ball..then fever..and im still having fever now.. =(

yesterday [new year's day] went to work in the morning 5mins before i punch out the black spots came AGAIN! The last customer i served was the worst..everything felt like hell. I couldn't like "feel" my hands they were like black couldn't really see and feel them after finish serving.. i quickly took my burger which i decided to eat and rushed back home. When i reached home i couldn't take it i washed-up and "bam" fell on my bed. I couldn't get to slp the pain was too hurtful. I went down to find some panadol. BUT unfortunately there was NONE! I climbed back up slowly 16 steps seemed like 30 steps..i just lay there den went to vomit for few times. I slept from 1plus to 5plus..was hoping to be fine after the slp so i can go watch the fireworks with mike. Sadly, my head still hurts and the fever is burning me.

I continued to slp and lay on my bed. Didn't really eat dinner only ate a few strains of noodles and few bites of chesse hotdog and went back to sleep at 9plus. I literally passed the new year surffering in bed. And worst is my last wish for year 2006 was not acomplised wana know what it is to spend the last few minutes of 2006 with my dear and watchin the fireworks beside him like we did every year but sign..that's my life.. What luck...Sigh.. Just hope next year will be better.

Happy New Year! PEACE!

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